The man is gone.

Ever get played? Oh yeah, love you forever to spend our life together. I dont doubt that he did like me but it got too much for me. "Co sign a loan for me. I can't pay my rent." Ok, so I am the girlfriend, I help by giving a small and i mean small donation. I know that I won't get this back...but for months, we never went out. Which was not a problem, to spend any time with him was quality....until one night at 11:45 p.m. when he said "I don't love you anymore" ....so was this because for the 100th time I refused to co-sign a loan?

I really opened my heart to him which I haven't done in years.

I left at midnight when he was just so very tired and fell asleep.

I called later and he didn't even care that I left...

For all the months we were together, I was angry and sad, but not hurt to cry. I dont understand why?

He just wants to be friends so

My friend if you are reading this as I have told you in our last conversation,

I do hope that you are blessed enough to find a woman with money that can help support you and co-sign a loan.

I wish you the best ...yes my friend, it is tough in America........

Thank you all for listening...It has been healing.

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